Actually I wrote and erase like a 2 pages of blog. Found it a bit inappropriate to talk too much.

For pple who are worrying for me please dont worry alr. I am absolutely clear abt what will happen to me next 5 years. I am 100% in control of myself alr. I can feel it. I am not affected by emoing or watever alr.

Jobless is not scary. Is the way pple look at you that is. I din choose to be jobless, cos I got an envision of what I have to do next. I rejected some jobs offers, cos they are not going to lead me to anything that I am planning for. I am earning enough to at least to feed myself now and hope what I am planning works in the coming few mths. It takes courage to stand out and tell pple what absurd idea you have in mind, but I really have one in mind and I am working my way there!

For pple not feeling rite out there, my advice is take control of your life. Dont let another person or event or watever take control of you and your feelings. Even your closest. I found many wise pple (just some good friends ard) to talk to and they gave me good advices to strengthen my direction. If you need a talk, look for such pple. Not everyone ard you will agree with your thots even if they are ur closest, but as long watever you are doing is morally correct, does not harm anybody, and you find it has to be done that way, go ahead! Cos 1 leads his own life! In life, you have to account for yourself b4 u account for pple’s expectations.

I have many many pple I wanna help and many many responsibilities I wan to shoulder in my mind! So I have no choice but to grow “stronger”. Stronger in every aspect of life to take them on :D

One Response to “Growing out of bad times…”
  1. Mr Ryan! hehe.. how r u today!?? change to blogspot or wordpress lei.. i alwys miss our blogs from frdster.. >.

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